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Thursday, October 7, 2010

existence (part 1)

In this world where there are more than ten million occupants, how would a piece of soul know his/ her worth? What could be the reason for our existence? Are we here for a purpose?

Since I was a child, I have lots of "ambitions in life." Sometimes I want to be an astronaut, other times a scientist, a doctor, a lawyer, a pianist, a dancer. Or even a singer! I almost considered every kind of job, and profession I could think of. But, as I tapped my keyboard, trying to extract from my overused brain my reasons for living 20 years ago and my status at present, I can't help but feel a little bit confused. Things really have changed. I never did become a scientist or an astronaut, or a confident lawyer. I know how to dance, sing or even play any instrument--but not enough to be considered exceptional.

Last year, I made my parents proud when I was able to finish my Bachelors in spite of financial difficulties that our family went through. It wouldn't be possible if I haven't got any part time jobs as a writer and a private tutor. (Two thumbs up!) After college, I continued writing anything under the sun (but without pay, since it’s an addiction! ha-ha!), and went on with my tutorial. Then, things became entirely different when I applied and was accepted as a SPED teacher in an oral school in Nagtahan. There I handled high school classes and taught high school Science subjects (from first year to fourth year). Also, i was the first 4th year adviser! I thought I won't be able to handle those considering that I am the youngest teacher in the school.


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